This year, discussions surrounding mental health have gained unprecedented visibility, particularly in the aftermath of the pandemic, which has left many grappling with anxiety, depression, and pervasive sadness.
Even celebrities, such as Nicole Kidman, have not been immune to these challenges. In a recent interview on BBC Radio 4's This Cultural Life, Kidman candidly shared, for the first time, that she battled depression while embodying the role of Virginia Woolf in The Hours.
Reflecting on the intensity of the portrayal, Kidman acknowledged, "I probably didn't consider it dangerous enough." She delved into the scenes depicting Woolf's tragic end, where the character puts rocks in her pocket and walks toward the river. Despite the inherent emotional danger, Kidman revealed, "I don't think I ever thought about the danger, I was so into it."
Ironically, The Hours earned Kidman the 2003 Oscar for Best Actress, yet the public remained unaware of the personal struggles she endured to deliver the remarkable performance as Woolf. During this period, Kidman was navigating her own mental battles, exacerbated by her recent separation from Tom Cruise after an eleven-year relationship and two adopted children together.
While Kidman chose not to elaborate on the specifics of her depression, she acknowledged that the process of channeling Virginia Woolf became a conduit for her emotional struggles. She described herself as being in a place that felt erased, depressed, and detached from her own body during that period.
Throughout this tumultuous time, Kidman kept her struggles private, although she sensed that director Stephen Daldry might have been aware of her internal battles. "I think Stephen was so delicate with me because he knew it," she admitted, acknowledging that depression manifests at different times.
Kidman emphasized her openness to understanding the complexities of mental health, acknowledging that her experiences, both on and off the screen, have shaped her perspective. She expressed her dedication to delving into the intricate aspects of mental health, reflecting on the various facets of life, from loss to joy. In conclusion, Kidman underscored the evolving awareness she possesses now compared to her adolescent years, recognizing the profound value in exploring these dimensions of existence.
